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ntah laa ,,, aq ny kdg2 x betol , kdg2 wt pale otak sndiri sj ..ekot sdap aq j kn . tp aq mntak maaf, xde niat pon tok buat ko cm gtu .. mgkin bukan jdoh kte kot . harap slepas ini awk dpt la mncari psangan y bole fahami awk, y bole trime awk seadanya, y bole jg awk, n y ad dkala sedih n what ever lahh .. huhu :)

cinta seorang lelaki dan 2 orang wanita [ ii ]

dlm hbungan ny zetty telah mnjadi mangse keadaan .. bak kate cazen ye , skunk ny ko telah mnjadi mangse keadaan antra nizam n wana ... nizam telah serang ko n dlm mase y same wana pon serang ko ... zetty xtau la acne nk kate kn pabila amar ( cazen zetty ) bekate begitu .. dy hye dpt tersenyum ngn sume ini .. skunk ny amar sj la tempat zetty mngadu dan yg bole faham ngn keadaan yg zetty lalui .. dy byk bg kate2 semngat tok zetty ... 

one day , zetty telah bjumpe ngn wana tok mnyelesaikn mslah yg belaku ... wana mminta maaf ats segale ye y belaku ... zetty mule2 x fhm gak nape dy wt cm gtu .. n mlm to gak zetty n wana jujo sesame cndri n open tok mngetahui cerite sbnar .... wana telah mberi tahu y dy telah capel ngn nizam pd tarikh 26/6/2011 .. zetty merase tkejot ngn sume ini n x sgke nizam mnerime ye sbgai capel .. tp zetty merase besalah ... yela , dsbbkn zetty hbngan wana n nizam brantakan ... zetty hye mmpu mminta maaf dan shgga tpikir tok mlepas kn nizam demi kbaikan n kbahagiaan wana ... mgkin sbgai kakak zetty lbh mmahami wana dlm hal ini ... 

zetty juga merase marah akn nizam sbb sume ny .. zetty betye nizam , "ble awk capel ngn wana ?" nizam hye mnjawab "ntah la , nizam pon xtau ble nizam capel ngn zetty n ble nizam capel ngn wana .. nizam tau cgt ttg sume ny,, nizam xtau sbb time kte lepak2 waktu first kite date at depan ostel nizam , time to kte lom ad pape hbngan lg... dlm mase yg same wana ad ckp klu dy cke dkt nizam , n nizam mngambil bberape hari tok mnerime wana .. tp nizam xtau plak klu sttus capel sblom ny BELUM LAGI .. tp nizam xtau ble nizam start capel ngn zetty n ngn wana .." 

"zetty bekate , 26/6/2011 awk capel ngn dy n 8/7/2011 trikh kite zam ... nizam xtau la zetty, nizam xtau " kate nizam .. zetty pon xtau nk ckp acne ngn nizam lg ... zetty btye, sbenarye nizam aggap zetty capel k sblom wana ?honest k , mlm ny kte open n xyah smbunyi2 .. bole kn ? .. nizam cme ckp , sudah " .. tp npe xckp awl2 yg nizam da aggap zetty ny capel ?npe awk pendam zam ,klu zetty x aggap nizam capel , abz nizam acne ? zetty akn merase bsala tau x zam ... "kate zetty ... nizam lak bkate bhawe dy da lme aggp zetty ny capel ye , tp xtau lak zetty ny lmbat respond... zetty lak kene sala kn ,, aiishhhhhh ,, kusot2 !! 

zetty ckp , sbb nizam xnk gtau zetty, tau x zam.. klu zam gtau zetty , xde yela zetty nk aggp zam ny mmb aw . to pon nsb bek zetty tye zam y zam aggp zetty ny ap.. klu x , smpai skunk zetty xtau zam . tau x sume ny akn mnyakiti aty awk klu awk hye mndiam kn dri .. nizam hye mnjawab , xtahu la, nizam xtau klu zetty x aggap nizam capel lg mase to .. nizam tkejot gak bila zetty bru tulis at wall nizam trikh to sdgkn kte da lame kn .. 

mmg da lame zam , tp mse to zetty x aggp zam ny capel tau x .. zetty say coe cgt ,tp ble zetty tye aru zetty tau yg zam aggp zetty ny capel .. zam nk tau x pe sala zam skunk ny , zam sala sbb xnk luah kn .. mnrut kte nizam " zam xtau lak yg zetty x aggp nizam capel sdg kn kte da lame kenal dan ciap ekot fntion lg , to pon zam xksik time to .. npe zetty mara lau zam rpat ngn owg len mase to ... zetty hye dpt mnjawab ," sbb zetty da start cyg zam , n zetty tkot nk btye soal ny sume .. zetty mrase malu n tkot tok btroz terang . n zetty tkot y zam xde pape prasaan at zetty .. mcm to jgak ngn nizam .. tp npe nizam xnk bteroz terang ? mcm zam ckp td , zam tkot cm zetty td ... 

zetty btye ," ble zam aggp zetty ny capel zam ? nizam" smnjak dri kte dok lepak2 at dpn hostel zam , n mase to cm dri ny merasekn dsayangi ,, huhu .. ( dekak ) .. tp mse to kn zam nga bual ngn wana , acne lak bole nmpak dri zam dsayangi ? sbb zetty nk ddok ngn zam ,,, abz prbualan dyowg ... sume yer zetty aggap sume sala zam coz xnk bteros terang ,, hahahhaha ,, zetty wt cm bise j lpas2 t0, gelak2 cm cite cter kelaka ,, hahaha . 

pd 1 ary zetty bbual ngn wana .. wana mnyatakn bhwa dy mminta tok mnjage zam leklok n wt la dy appy , coz zetty j y bole wt dy appy lbh dri wana ... zetty try pjok gak , npe ckp cm gni , xmau la.. kte akn mrase same2 , appy suram sume ye ... tp wana tye , npe lak akq ckp cm gtu , x kaq , akq j yg bole wt zam appy, zam bhagia .. wana da xlame kaq, wana hye nk ngok zam appy .. to j .. zetty pon mrase plik gak npe wana ckp cm gtu .. try esak dy ckp , upe ye wana ad smothing y dsmbunyikn n dy xnk gtau cpe2 pon ,, coz xnk dyowg risau .. zetty pon accept la ap khndak dy .. zetty try pjok aty yer , n zetty gak dpt mrase kn ap y wana rse skunk .. mgkin sbgai kakak or owg lbh tue dri ye , fhm ap khndak n prasaan yer ... 

zetty x smpai aty ngn keadaan wana n troz mminta zam tok bjnji agar dpt bhagia kn wana even 5mnt ckli pon .. yela, zam akn bhagiakn wana sblom zam pergi ( balek perlis ) ..  mby dy igt zam last keje smlm sbb to dy xdtg keje ( bukan sbb to zam ) ... zam akn wt dy tsenyom ngn ap y zam lkukan tp pgaulan kami tbtas sbb adam sntiase ad ( ex capel wana ) ble adam ad , zam x berani nk dkt ngn wana coz xnk ad timbul prasaan cmburu adam muncul at aty yer . sbb to time zam nk borak ngn wana , ble nmpak adam . zam troz lari .. dan itu mgkin gak mbuat kn wana trase y zam sperti jaoh kn dri dari ye .. zetty ckp at zam , cbe awk honest ngn dy, ckp y awk x slese ble bbual ad adam .. tp zetty bkn ap , zam bual j la ngn wana to .. lg pon adam da xde hak ats wana lg .. zam bakte " kdg2 wana sllu wt zam jeles dan dy cllu rapat ngn fendi ( kwn skeje ) . tp care dy to cm bdak2.. zam xkn ad sifat cmburu melain kn dyowg wt lbh2 .. zam aggp wana to bdak2 lg dan blom matang lg .. ad bberape sikap dy y zam xcke misalye , byk bborak tnpe wt keje, mcm bdak2 , lpas to byk ktawe time wt keje ,, mcm bdak2 , da byk kali zam tego , tp sme gak n da xtau nk tego acne lg .. hurmm

zetty ckp, jgn krane prngai ye zam xnk layan n xnk tego dy ,, xpela, kali ny zam buang dulu ktepi psal prngai dy to , zam bg dy pluang .. jgn pk cgt psal prngai dy to , y pnting zam bg dy kbahagiaan ... zam hye mnjawab , ye zetty. zam akn cube .. zetty bkate" tp awk jgn lupe y sy pon syg awk cgt2 aw .. zetty mminta zam jujo.. adkah zam sggop lau zetty undor dri demi kbhagiaan wana .. tp zam mnjawab xkn .. dan zam xkn lepas kn wana tok zetty .. 

aishhh ,, pening pale zetty sbntar .. xtau la ap sbnar ye motif zam ny ... tp to j la, zetty xnk owg ngok kbahagiaan dy ats pnderitaan owg len .. zetty ad gak ckp at zam y dy akn aggap zam sperti kwn ble dtempat keje n ble bsame2 kwn keje ye ,, dan akn mnganggap ye capel or psangan ble bsame .. sbb dari kwn zetty bole mmahami zam , bole tau ap y dy cke ,, n lg 1 , iaye jge bole wt kn hbngan tu mnjadi lbh rapat n mesre .. 

mo0d : penat aq cter ,, tp stilL pending .. t ad mse aq citer lg yer .. da penat da ny ,, yeaahh ! =]